I noticed now that my outlook has changed.
I consciously decided a while ago to change my perspective on the world and my art is definately a reflection of this.
I decided to compare some of my older work with my more recent work.
the tone of teh iomages are certainly very different.

even when i was trying to be bright and colourful, the work was still quite dingy in feel.
now i find that my work exudes brightness.
i wonder if my personality also reflects this? I guess i'd have to meet up with somebody i knew well back then and hasn't seen me or talked to me since.
old piece - [link] new piece - [link]

on another note, I am finding that dejavu is evolving. we all get that phenomena from time to time but i find it is getting more advanced in a way. It's kinda odd.
in the past as far back as i can remember, dejavu used to be a split second occurance. I would remember a specific moment but not much more. today it has progressed into something new. I can pre-empt it coming on.
I can remember a past moment when i was getting ready to experience remembering a past moment that wasn't actually a past moment it was dejavu, and then remembering that this was dejavue and then remembering that this memory was also a repeat of the same moment that happened in the future.
it's hard to explain XD.

I'll try again.
I was playing a game and went to a specific area. i remembered that in this area, i had dejavu before, so i prepared myself for it. then i remembered what happened before, so i waited for it to happen and it did. then i remembered having pre-empted this before. then i remembered that i hadn't pre-empted it before, and that was also deja vu. actually, I'm not sure if it was dejavu, rather i think it was the force. i think this is the same as knowing something is gonna happen before it happens. because i knew what was gonna happen, and i could have easily said it aloud before it actually happened. and i don't mean on the game. because i played that before so i could easily remember that, i meant what happened on hte live TV program that has not been aired before and totally unpredictable. maybe i was dejavu-ing when i was guessing what would havppen and i just didn't remember but i had actually seen it and i was living 10 seconds in the past... @_@